AM I TRUSTING ENOUGH?
Opening Prayer
Loving Father, teach me from your Word so that I can apply its truths to my walk with you today.
Read NUMBERS 20
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Water From the Rock
20 In the first month the whole Israelite community arrived at the Desert of Zin, and they stayed at Kadesh. There Miriam died and was buried.
2 Now there was no water for the community, and the people gathered in opposition to Moses and Aaron. 3 They quarreled with Moses and said, “If only we had died when our brothers fell dead before the Lord! 4 Why did you bring the Lord’s community into this wilderness, that we and our livestock should die here? 5 Why did you bring us up out of Egypt to this terrible place? It has no grain or figs, grapevines or pomegranates. And there is no water to drink!”
6 Moses and Aaron went from the assembly to the entrance to the tent of meeting and fell facedown, and the glory of the Lord appeared to them. 7 The Lord said to Moses, 8 “Take the staff, and you and your brother Aaron gather the assembly together. Speak to that rock before their eyes and it will pour out its water. You will bring water out of the rock for the community so they and their livestock can drink.”
9 So Moses took the staff from the Lord’s presence, just as he commanded him. 10 He and Aaron gathered the assembly together in front of the rock and Moses said to them, “Listen, you rebels, must we bring you water out of this rock?” 11 Then Moses raised his arm and struck the rock twice with his staff. Water gushed out, and the community and their livestock drank.
12 But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not trust in me enough to honor me as holy in the sight of the Israelites, you will not bring this community into the land I give them.”
13 These were the waters of Meribah,[a] where the Israelites quarreled with the Lord and where he was proved holy among them.
Edom Denies Israel Passage
14 Moses sent messengers from Kadesh to the king of Edom, saying:
“This is what your brother Israel says: You know about all the hardships that have come on us. 15 Our ancestors went down into Egypt, and we lived there many years. The Egyptians mistreated us and our ancestors, 16 but when we cried out to the Lord, he heard our cry and sent an angel and brought us out of Egypt.
“Now we are here at Kadesh, a town on the edge of your territory. 17 Please let us pass through your country. We will not go through any field or vineyard, or drink water from any well. We will travel along the King’s Highway and not turn to the right or to the left until we have passed through your territory.”
18 But Edom answered:
“You may not pass through here; if you try, we will march out and attack you with the sword.”
19 The Israelites replied:
“We will go along the main road, and if we or our livestock drink any of your water, we will pay for it. We only want to pass through on foot—nothing else.”
20 Again they answered:
“You may not pass through.”
Then Edom came out against them with a large and powerful army. 21 Since Edom refused to let them go through their territory, Israel turned away from them.
The Death of Aaron
22 The whole Israelite community set out from Kadesh and came to Mount Hor. 23 At Mount Hor, near the border of Edom, the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, 24 “Aaron will be gathered to his people. He will not enter the land I give the Israelites, because both of you rebelled against my command at the waters of Meribah. 25 Get Aaron and his son Eleazar and take them up Mount Hor. 26 Remove Aaron’s garments and put them on his son Eleazar, for Aaron will be gathered to his people; he will die there.”
27 Moses did as the Lord commanded: They went up Mount Hor in the sight of the whole community. 28 Moses removed Aaron’s garments and put them on his son Eleazar. And Aaron died there on top of the mountain. Then Moses and Eleazar came down from the mountain, 29 and when the whole community learned that Aaron had died, all the Israelites mourned for him thirty days.
Footnotes
- Numbers 20:13 Meribah means quarreling.
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Reflect
All true encounters with God begin with awareness of his holiness. This was the experience of Isaiah (Isaiah 6) and Peter (Luke 5). Take time to be still and recognize the holiness of God—his purity, glory and otherness.You have to feel sorry for Moses. This chapter begins and ends with profound personal loss: the deaths of his sister Miriam (v 1) and his brother Aaron (v 29). Their prophetic and priestly gifts have been such a support to him as he has led his people. With Moses increasingly alone in leadership, the people focus their discontent on him for bringing them into ‘this terrible place’ (v 5).
At this time of intense pressure, Moses makes a mistake that leads to a third devastating loss: the opportunity to enter the Promised Land. In frustration he points to himself rather than God: ‘Listen, you rebels, must we bring you water out of this rock?’ In the crucial moment he did not trust God enough and thought it all depended on himself (v 12).
The secret to Moses’ authority in leadership was always his humility (Numbers 12:3). This quality allowed God’s power to work through him. Without it he was just a weary, aging man.
For us too, in moments of pressure, it can be tempting to speak words that seem justified and feel good for a few minutes but lead to years of regret. At such times, I have to remind myself, ‘It’s not about me. Trust God. Honor him as holy.’
Apply
Where are your pressure points? Humbly bring them to God.
Closing prayer
Lord God, your ways are perfect. Forgive me when I follow my own path and not yours.
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